Readings in a Pandemic

The world can best be seen at 5 or 6 in the morning, with a cup of coffee at hand and a book just closed in my lap. Staring ahead without focus, as words and ideas float about the waters, bumping against the vessel of the coming day. It is a private time for me, before the work on the farm begins, not to be found at any other.

With Old Man 2020 now limping off the stage, it is hard to go back to that moment in January when the year ahead seemed fixed in a mold much like any other, with the steady march of months and a ritual rhythm of farm and career. I voyaged with Adam Nicolson those first few days, around the wild coasts of the British Isles, in Seamanship. Then Wendell Berry kept me company with Andy Catlett: Early Travels, A World Lost, and a perennial rereading of The Farm. I joined Sacha Carnegie as he discovered the pleasures of learning to keep pigs in post-war Scotland, in Pigs I Have Known, and Shaun Bythell was my guide to being a rude, obnoxious, and downright funny Wigtown, Scotland, bookstore owner in Confessions of a Bookseller.

As the year picked up steam and “coronavirus” and “COVID-19” became part of the daily lexicon, Paul Kingsnorth and Dougald Hines, in Uncivilisation: The Dark Mountain Manifesto, provided a flicker of light — “[T]ogether, we will find the hope beyond hope, the paths which lead to the unknown world ahead of us” — even if it had to be got by striking flint to steel. More Berry followed, as did the fun fare of John Sandford and the embarrassingly addictive S. M. Stirling.

When the lockdown began to imprison the land, I retreated into reading A. J. Liebling’s The Earl of Louisiana, a nostalgic treat. (His Between Meals essays of dining in France in the 1930s also fueled some mighty and heroic meals for our table.) I read, loved, and suggested to all who could hear me shout from the front porch String Too Short to Be Saved by Donald Hall. Add it to your own must-read list and seek out a copy, if you haven’t already.

The summer months opened with false optimism that the curve had flattened and the worst was behind. The COVID Victory Garden provided for our table, and then provided some more, and the farm phone rang with pleas to be put on the schedule for meat. Meanwhile, my 5 a.m. readings turned toward the classics. I worked my way through Robert Fagles’s translations of both “The Iliad” and “The Odyssey,” epic poems that inspire humility, forgiveness, love, and, most important, a renewed belief in kicking ass where needed.

When the summer neared its end, I nursed a sneaking suspicion that we had been snookered in a game for which the rules had yet to be written: mask or no mask; transmission by surface, sneeze, or stare, for seconds, minutes, or weeks; devoted follower of the Ministry of Silly Bombast or of the Judge Advocate for Fearful Cowering.

As the world beyond the farm devolved into juvenile bickering, I retreated a century into the past and gained fundamental lessons in neighborliness by reading The Country of the Pointed Firs (Sarah Orne Jewett), before then plunging Into the Heart of Borneo jungles (Redmond O’Hanlon) and learning how to remove leeches from uncomfortable, most-private places.

October and November, truly the months of greatest change and of dying on the farm, were perfect for another go-round with The Lessons of History (Will and Ariel Durant) and a meditative reading of Walker Percy’s The Moviegoer. Thankfully, before slicing open a vein after hearing yet one more tweet inspired by Q-Anon or seeing one more monument toppled by iPhone-toting Talibanistas, I discovered Jason Peters’s The Culinary Plagiarist. It’s the kind of book that had me writing a fan letter and taking the much-needed opportunity to shout “Comrade!” into the chill fall air.

Which brings this reading year almost full circle, to early December, where once again we are in retreat, each of us standing masked, silent, isolated from family and friends when we need them most, and where what and whom we’ve lost is still being tallied.

Time to close any news browser remaining open and pick up another book. For me, I think it will be the Library of America’s collection of stories by Ambrose Bierce, with one more chance to stand on the bridge overlooking Owl Creek, hoping for a different outcome. Which, some say, is the definition of insanity and which I proclaim is just the opposite.

The Complete List of 2020 Readings

  • Seamanship: A Voyage Along the Wild Coasts of the British Isles (Nicolson)
  • Andy Catlett: Early Travels (Berry)
  • A World Lost (Berry)
  • The Farm (Berry)
  • Pigs I Have Known (Carnegie)
  • The Third Plate (Barber)
  • How to Burn a Goat (Moore)
  • Confessions of a Bookseller (Bythell)
  • A Place on Earth (Berry)
  • Farmer’s Glory (Street)
  • Killing for the Republic (Brand)
  • Uncivilisation: The Dark Mountain Manifesto (Kingsnorth and Hine)
  • Masked Prey (Sandford)
  • The Sky-Blue Wolves (Stirling)
  • The Drowned World (Ballard)
  • Think Little (Berry)
  • The Earl of Louisiana (Liebling)
  • Between Meals (Liebling)
  • Living in the Long Emergency (Kunstler)
  • String Too Short to Be Saved (Hall)
  • Giving Up the Gun (Perrin)
  • Lycurgus & Pompilius (Plutarch)
  • Seasons at Eagle Pond (Hall)
  • “The Iliad” (Homer)
  • “The Odyssey” (Homer)
  • Into the Heart of Borneo (O’Hanlon)
  • The Shooting at Chateau Rock (Walker)
  • The Lessons of History (Durant)
  • The Country of the Pointed Firs (Jewett)
  • Corduroy (Bell)
  • Silver Ley (Bell)
  • Breaking Bread with the Dead (Jacobs)
  • English Pastoral: An Inheritance (Rebanks)
  • The Culinary Plagiarist (Peters)
  • What’s Wrong With the World (Chesterton)
  • The Moviegoer (Percy)
  • The Illustrated Herdwick Shepherd (Rebanks)
  • The Night Fire (Connelly)
  • J. R. R. Tolkien: Architect of Middle Earth (Grotta)
  • The Coming of Neo-Feudalism: A Warning to the Global Middle Class (Kotkin)
  • Eastern Approaches (Maclean)
  • Stop Reading the News (Dobelli)
  • The Long Tomorrow (Brackett)

Geegaw Nation: revisited

Surely we have enough stuff? This one is from the archives. Posting it as a seasonal reminder to myself.

Some kid on Christmas Eve waiting to open his “stuff”.

’Tis the season: for plastic, for wrapping, for quantity, for abundance. It is a funny word, abundance. My 1901 dictionary defines it as “ample sufficiency.” Today’s Webster’s defines it as “more than sufficient quantity.” The former points to an appreciation of what we have; the latter speaks to our current state of overconsumption. The former indicates an abundance secured against future want; the latter, merely a quantity in excess of what is needed for the present, just stuff, all of it the same.

Our local discussion group is reading the wonderful book Larding the Lean Earth by Steven Stoll. Stoll discusses at some length a topic that has troubled me for years. Has the sheer abundance of our continent ultimately conspired to corrupt our better angels? Or were we doomed by some inner corruption, some genetic predisposition to be the bipedal locusts hoovering up all in their path?

Has this abundance destroyed our sense of wonder and beauty? William Cobbett in his curious and judgmental work The American Gardener (1817) wrote of assessing the morality of a man by how he kept his garden. George Marsh (congressman from Vermont), when he took the floor in 1848 to argue against the Mexican War, made the unusual argument that what we already had was enough for any civilization, that to grasp for more, we would risk losing the sense of what was best about where we lived. It’s an argument that seems out of place with where we journeyed and where we have ended up.

Where we have ended up is as the spoiled kid on Christmas morning, surrounded by new geegaws and already bored. Why take care of the presents when he’s been given so much and expects more? Our consumer ethic, molded by abundance, has stunted our hearts: why take care of a home when it is only a “starter” home, a spouse, land, or neighbors when they can so easily be replaced?

Cursed by an abundance of land and resources, we have fouled our nest and moved on so often that our internal landscape now mirrors our external. The sheer ugliness of our daily landscape has a corrosive effect on our spiritual and political selves. Do all the geegaws we purchase this holiday season give us any more sense of well-being?

Maybe the true act of love for our planet, our home, is to repaint, tidy the garden, repair the torn pants, patch the jacket, sweep the sidewalk, bake some bread and give it to the neighbors. Maybe less can still be more. Maybe less is still abundance.

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Reading this weekend (11-2020): Stop Reading the News, a manifesto for a happier, calmer and wiser life, (R. Dobelli). Thankfully the above post does not apply to books. Right?

Unfinished Business

Call me…. I have stood with Ishmael on the piers that surround the city, with the other Manhattoes, staring seaward, more times than I can count. I have voyaged with him to Nantucket and signed the articles, met Queequeg and seen Captain Ahab. I have looked seaward and yearned to spot the great white whale. But, yea, long about page 275 and facing 500 more, I abandon the adventure and leave Melville to sail alone.

I love Moby Dick for the language and the story. Still, it remains after decades part of an exclusive shelf: Books begun and begun again, ones that I would really like to finish but somehow never do. Books distinguished from those begun and discarded as soon as the brain reaches an understanding as to their true worth(lessness), those for which Dorothy Parker reserved this ignominious fate: “This is a book that should not be tossed aside lightly. It should be thrown with great force.” The latter category is vast, the former very select.

The books I am talking of are the “retries.” A retry is not the book the reader pick ups and continues reading after a 15-year interim, as in the case of, say, a history of the Spanish Inquisition or the fall of the Byzantine Empire. (Because, really, how many auto-da-fé cook-offs does one need to witness, how many early medieval emperors does one need to know?) The true retry calls upon the reader to go back to the beginning, the first page, the first “Call me Ishmael.”

The weekly pic: the smokehouse has a draw.

On the shelf of retries, just to the left of Moby Dick, sits A Confederacy of Dunces. It is a book I am contractually obligated by the Motherland to read to its end at least once before I die. To date, I have read, and reread, and reread, the forward by fellow Louisianan Walker Percy, the description of how he discovered the brilliance of John Kennedy Toole’s manuscript only after the mother of the writer, who had committed suicide, pressed it into Percy’s hands so many times he could no longer refuse it. Yet I have never ventured more than halfway through the actual story. I have, on at least a dozen occasions, stood alongside Ignatius J. Riley in front of the D. H. Holmes department store, where together we watch — he of the green hunting cap squashed on his fat head and I of the gray tweed flat cap —both of us judging the crowds for signs of bad taste. Inevitably, though, somewhere around page 185, Ignatius J. and I part company. The story is laid aside in a place where, fully intending on picking it back up later that day, the next, or the next week, I never do.

Eventually, I recognize the inevitable. I dust and then shelve Mr. Toole next to Messrs. Melville, Faulkner, Marquez, Gogol….

I’m making this confession publicly now not because I expect it to shame me into actually completing these works. But rather, there is the hope and dream that it gives more than a little insight into why I never quite finish weeding my row of turnips. Why I lay aside the hoe only to pick it up again a week later and start at the very, very familiar beginning.

 

The Readings Gone By

Like most, I pick up books to suit the mood and moment. Many times, when I just want some entertainment, a Lee Child, John Sandford, or Bernard Cornwell novel fits the bill. But, and this is not an indictment of those authors, the plots and writing soon fade from memory. Their works are the cheese dip and the cheesecake, not the entrée. They are not the books I recall while sitting on the porch before dawn. Nor are they the books I want to press into a nephew’s hand, saying, “Read this, it is important. It will take you places, make you want to upend your life.”

Here are 10 books from the past year (numbered by chronology, not preference) that meant the most to me. Books that took me out of my small world, connected me to the broader course of humanity, and made me glad to have had the experience. Works that were either artfully written, engrossing, or informative … or, in a few instances, all three at the same time.

  1. Desert Solitaire (Edward Abbey, 1968). I was surprised one cold winter day to realize I had not read this oft-mentioned work. So, this time last year, I got myself to the Book Eddy in Knoxville and picked up a copy. This book is a beautiful, haunting, angry, and often funny work on the desert Southwest, a region Abbey feared was changing too fast, one I fear he would now find gone. Every sentence is a Wiki-quote.
  2. Southern Harvest (Clare Leighton, 1942). Based on the English illustrator’s time spent in North Carolina, it contains vignettes of rural Southern life. Most but not all pieces are sensitively written and wonderfully illustrated. I loved her woodcuts so much that Cindy located a numbered print for my Christmas present.
  3. Grey Seas Under (Farley Mowat, 1958). This book sat on my shelf for 20 years before I took it down to read. Sometimes you just know that if given time you will get around to a book, so why rush the experience? This is the story of an Atlantic salvage tug and the men who operated her off the coast of Canada from 1930 to 1948. It’s the absolutely riveting history of a ship masquerading as an edge-of-the-seat thriller. These sailors and their vessel had more of what it takes than any group of men you are ever likely to meet: daredevil rescues amid towering seas in icy waters day after day (and even more often, night after night), year after year — everyday heroics by uncommon people that make you proud to be of the same species.
  4. Cræft (Alexander Langlands, 2017). An antidote to the mass age, Cræft (not to be confused with “craft”) looks at the broad-based skills needed to survive in the old world. Putting up hay in medieval Europe, for example, required not only the knowledge to cut, cure, and store feed, but also to make and maintain a scythe, plant the forage, save the seed…. Today, we tend to learn, if we can be bothered, just a limited part of any craft. This book is a humbling reminder of how we have specialized ourselves into irrelevance yet still claim to be masters.
  5. Localism in the Mass Age (Mark Mitchell and Jason Peters, Eds., 2018). Styled as the Front Porch Republic Manifesto, it is a compendium of some of today’s more interesting writers on localism. This one has introduced me to a whole range of authors who suck away my spare time.
  6. The Last Grain Race (Eric Newby, 1956). Here’s another one picked up at the Book Eddy, a small, expertly curated out-of-print bookstore. I loved this book so much that I sought out a first edition (found cheap in Australia). But, first I read the Penguin orange-cover paperback. The plot: the author chucks advertising career at the tender age of 18 and signs on to sail on one of the last tall-masted ships, leaving out of Belfast for Australia to pick up grain, in 1938. A there-and-back-again tale about his stoic Finnish officers (who spoke little to no English), a polyglot crew, lice, rats, fights, clambers up rotten rigging in pitching seas and howling winds — all played out to the backbeat of approaching WW2, yet written with a touching and self-deprecating humor that makes you wish you had been on board. It now occupies a special place in my library.
  7. Round of a Country Year (David Kline, 2017). Kline is an Amish farmer who puts out a quarterly magazine, Farming (Remind me to resubscribe). This book is a simple diary of the farmer’s year. It’s the kind of work that has me dreaming of being a better steward and neighbor, of getting it right this year, or at least next.
  8. Fruitful Labors (Mike Madison, 2018). Ditto the Kline book. I knew the writing of Madison’s sister, Deborah, a creator of cookbooks, first. But this somewhat practical, often philosophical, work on farming in Northern California reeled me in with the author’s understanding, commitment, and struggle to manage a productive farm. Better written than I expected (and perhaps than I deserved, since the copy was given to me by the publisher), it sat on my to-read shelf for most of the year, the whiff of obligation wafting from its pages. Finally I read it, and for you farmers out there, I’d recommend it. You will be better for it. I know I am.
  9. Payne Hollow (Harlan Hubbard, 1974). I didn’t know much about Harlan Hubbard, other than that Wendell Berry wrote of him and he was mentioned by similar authors. I picked up this reprint at the Berry Center in New Castle, Kentucky. It is the autobiography of Harlan and his wife, Anna, as they settled down to live a life off the grid on the edge of the Ohio River in the 1950s. Simple, well-written, it kind of makes you regret every tie that binds you to this stinkin’ system.
  10. Conversations With Wendell Berry (Morris Grubbs, Ed., 2007). Goddamnit, Wendell Berry! Even the transcripts of his conversations are good and often great. This one was picked up just to say I owned it, for the bragging rights (Hear me loud and clear, Clem). So, I planned to read just one interview before placing it on the shelf. But then I read another, then another, until 213 pages later I ran out of reading. For Berry fans, pick it up. For those who don’t know Berry, pick it up.

I dream this January of a book yet to be found, at random, in a stack, discarded by a library for a sale. A forgotten and never-checked-out castoff that will make me fall in love with reading again and again, that will change me in ways I haven’t considered. A book that causes me, the next time I see you, to say, “Have you read…?”

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Reading this weekend: The Last Cowboys, a pioneer family in the new west (Branch). 

The Great American Unread

I’ve long been disheartened by the downward spiral in the number of Americans who read, and an article in The Washington Post this summer further fueled my dismay.

Fewer than 15 percent of American males, it said, read for leisure on a daily basis. (Women are at 29.) Only 43 percent of all Americans took in a novel, short story, poem, or play in the past year. And lest we think that those 43 percent are reading stimulating and illuminating works of literature, the Post stated that more than half of adults who read choose young adult literature as their primary genre.

In my off-the-farm job, the following encounter is depressingly common: A young couple strolls into a bookstore — okay, shuffles in, feet barely lifting against the pull of gravity — and the female dully inquires after the latest zombie (ghost, vampire, superhuman) romance.

While she is off examining the possibilities for stimulating the remaining portion of a once active parietal lobe, I turn to the male and ask the question for which I already know the answer. “What do you like to read?” I say to the hoodie-cloaked figure before me. He looks up, surprised. As his brain slowly digests the content of my complex question, a look of disgust spreads over his face. I’ve somehow insulted him by suggesting that he might be among the realm of the literate. How uncool is that, man. He shakes his head and returns to his natural state, eyes lowered and locked into The Device.

I am not amused. This republic of ours cannot flourish, cannot survive, without an actively literate citizenry. It is not enough to read only young adult or genre novels. We need to exercise our remarkable gift of reading with a thorough workout each day. Otherwise, we get the politicians that we have today, left or right.

The problem with a small, obscure blog like this is that the message goes out to you, the readers. It preaches to the choir, as it were. It is not within this blog’s scope or power to correct this aliterate trajectory. And I really don’t know how, if it is possible or even desirable, to reach those who don’t read. Peak literacy has passed. I feel, these days, like an anachronism, muttering something about “cultivating one’s own garden” — only to have some think I coined the phrase.

(Sigh.) Time to go out and do some real work … in my own garden.

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Reading this weekend: The Vanishing American Adult (Sasse), which hasn’t helped my outlook today.