On this particular December morning, I am downstairs just after 6, having slept in a bit longer now that the days grow shorter. I let Max and Buster outside before making a pot of coffee. (Buster, our rat terrier, is now full-grown and no longer crated at night, as he was in last year’s missive on my morning routine.) The two bustle off into the predawn darkness in search of small creatures to be caught unawares.
Buster in rat-catching mode is a sight to behold. I have watched him leap up and backwards, like an orca among seals, head arched almost parallel to the ground, and snatch an airborne rat. With a single brutal shake, he broke the rodent’s neck and tossed it to the side before landing on the ground, already in search of another.
No sooner have Max and Buster gone out than Becky, our aging stockdog, sees the lights come on and emerges from the barn. She approaches the front door and stares. As soon as I open it, she makes a beeline through the house to the back door. She waits to be let into the mudroom, where the other two dogs have slept for the night. She lays down on the still-warm blankets and sleeps. We all have our rituals, and her day has not started right until she has come inside for a few hours.
Just now, writing the words aging stockdog, I recall that it was many years ago when the same description made an appearance in these chronicles. Then, they referred to the much-beloved Tip, and Becky was no more than a feisty youngster. The more things change….
With coffee made I continue with my own rituals. First, a few minutes focused on the list of what I want to accomplish for the day. A well-made to-do list remains an essential to the satisfactory functioning of both my day and our farm. It is often said in this household that “if it doesn’t make the list, it doesn’t get done.” It would not surprise me in the least if someday I find the need to record things like “brush teeth.” But today the list merely contains reminders to send information to our farm insurance rep about a new tractor, go to the dump, weed the Swiss chard, and carry out a few job-related tasks.
List creation made, I turn to my morning readings. The early hours of the day are my main time to read the books I post each week under “Reading this weekend” (A bit of a fudge it is, since I read them all week long). Usually I start with a passage from Marcus Aurelius or Epictetus. These may sound more pretentious to your ears than deserved. They are simply good guides to living this life. A page or two read in thoughtful reflection is helpful in starting the day on the right foot: “Remember that you do not lose any freedom by changing your mind and accepting the correction of someone who points out your error.” (That gem is from Mr. Aurelius.)
Seneca the Younger — most famous for the maxim “Life without learning is death” — was added to the mix this year. And it is to his epistle “Travel as a Cure for Discontent” that I turn today. (He was not a believer in the cure, by the way.) I then read for an hour from the newish biography of Booker T. Washington, Up from History. It’s a thoughtful work that reminds us to view the present and the past from a more considered and less reproachful perspective: until you walk in someone else’s shoes, etc., etc.
My quiet time comes to an end as the outside world begins to intrude. The cats are meowing on the front porch, the roosters in the barnyard won’t shut up (Time to butcher a good half-dozen, I think), the sheep are bawling to be turned out onto greener pastures, and nearby the dogs are wrestling over some well-chewed, best-left-unexamined morsel in the yard. Footsteps sound overhead, and reluctantly I close my book. That is enough for now.
Time to engage with the world beyond. I open the door and go out to feed the dogs and cats, leaving time for Cindy to start the day on her own terms.
Postscript: The day’s to-do list (once again) got sidetracked by another project. I spent the best part of the day trying to run the flue pipe on a new woodstove to our smokehouse, but never could establish a correct draw. Sometimes defeat comes in on little cat feet … or is that fog?