Christmas Morning

It is the tiniest of sounds, yet it penetrates the collection of louder and deeper bleats that surround it. The nervous call of a newborn lamb, wandering, just out of my sight, among the mass of ewes. The flock is huddled out of the rain, inside the barn, but it takes only a shaken feed bucket to part the woolen sea and the ewes pour out into the corral for the proffered feast.

One indecisive ewe runs halfway out, then is brought up short, as if a cord around her neck has been yanked tight. The lamb bleats again, and another joins in, and Mom is instinctively pulled back to her newborn twins. She still trails afterbirth. The lambs, still wet with blood and mucous, are already standing and look sturdy.

I scoop them up, one in each arm, and flip them over quickly: one boy and one girl. I hold them close to the ground for the mother to see, then slowly “walk” them to an empty lambing pen. Mom follows with an attentive eye and motherly bleat. Once inside the pen, she inspects the babies and gives her chuckle to settle them down. Fresh hay, a little grain, and a bucket of water for Mama and I leave the babies to nurse.

Other ewes with lambs, in their own pens nearby, begin to vocalize their desire to be fed. I see to their needs and turn my attention to the larger flock, then the chickens, pigs, and cattle, finishing my morning chores by turning on the irrigation in the hoophouse.

Chores complete, I pause in the breezeway of the barn. I get down on one knee and place an arm around each dog. We stay like that for some minutes watching the day arrive, all three of us content for a little peace on this day. Becky breaks the truce with a growl, and I stand up and leave her and Grainger to sort out their own issues. My traditional Christmas plate of blueberry pancakes smothered with Steen’s syrup awaits.

Christmas on the farm

It is 67 degrees as another storm breaks over the farm this Christmas morning. Surely the inflatable plastic snowmen in a neighbor’s yard are mired in mud. Nothing like wind and rain to make holiday decorations look more sad and foolish.

We went to bed before midnight, so I don’t know if the animals in the barnyard spoke. But I do know that the ewes are uncomfortably pregnant. And one in particular may have lambed last night. That would be a nice addition for this day.

So I’ll pull on my festive Carharrt overalls and do the rounds. I’ll let the chickens out and check for eggs. When the barn door is opened for the sheep they will cluster around the opening and peer out. Rain again? And they will turn back to their soft bedding and lay back down. Caesar will splash through the muck and out into the open field. But he will turn back and look for the sheep. He likes the company.

The pigs will be burrowed down in the woods and the cattle in need of fresh hay. Plenty to do before I see my plate of blueberry pancakes. So I better get to it.

Have a Merry Christmas!

An Evening of Conviviality and Community

The festive season has arrived and not a moment too soon. Last night, sprigs of holly and cedar garlands hung throughout the house, we hosted our annual Christmas/Solstice/Saturnalia gathering (trying for inclusiveness here). Joined by a band of friends from the city, the mountains and nearby valleys, we spent the evening feasting and making merry. A large pot filled with steaming perry, well spiced and fruits bobbing, served as our nod to a wassail.

Holly sprigs in the kitchen window

Holly sprigs in the kitchen window

The richness of dishes brought by our guests helped line our stomachs for the deluge of spirituous libations. The fir tree was ablaze with brightly colored lights, gifts brought by kind guests placed underneath. A beret was forced upon the head of Good Sport Tim, who played the part of a sailor from Marseilles (sorry, no idea why that happened). The 16 very pregnant ewes received routine visits through the course of the evening–fat and pregnant ewes being what passes as entertainment in the country. Overall, it was a most satisfying gathering of some of our favorite good people.

As we go about our tasks this Sunday, less than two weeks before the wheel turns again, we feel “blessed,” in whatever way you wish to parse the meaning of the word.

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Reading this weekend: Honor: a history by James Bowman and Ancient Iraq by Georges Roux

To be here and hauling frozen ropes on blessed Christmas Day

Christmas is always a time for reflection and a chance to indulge in a bit of melancholy.

But on a farm, chores still get done. So a couple of hours ago I got started while it was still dark.

This morning’s chores began with a cup of coffee, a list, a Christmas plate of blueberry pancakes with Steen’s syrup, and then I was out the door. Some goodies from the kitchen slop pail for the pigs in one hand and five gallons of old walnuts in the other. I headed first to the paddock in the woods to feed the new pigs.

Nineteen degrees this morning and they are burrowed deep in an old round bale of hay. A call or two and they stick their heads out. I bang the pail and they scurry to the trough, only about forty pounds each, yet they still put away an impressive amount of food. Emptying the food and walnuts into the trough, I break the water on their water tank, head out of the paddock and over to the barn.

All creatures are up this morning. The chickens thud off of their roost and into the run. The ducks are quacking incessantly and the garden hog is barking and running up and down his fence line. Above it all is the bleating of a barn load of sheep desperate to remind me they are hungry. Gradually, as I feed, the cacophony fades to just the sheep. And they grow quiet as I give them some grain and fresh hay.

At the front of the barn, I pause to look out at the scene. Smoke drifts up in the early dawn from a half dozen homes in the valley. The lights come on in the kitchen of Adrienne’s home down the hill. Where I shared a mug of gluhwein and dinner with her and her family on last night’s Christmas Eve.

The cistern is frozen over to a depth of a few inches. Using a hand sledge I bust up the ice and fill the various watering pails, sloshing the icy water on my pants. As I distribute where needed around the barnyard, I’m in a contemplative mood. Aware that my family is gathered together in my hometown and my partner is with her family in Florida.

Choices we make define our lives and often take years to become evident. This fact and this day remind me of bits of a favorite Christmas poem by Robert Louis Stevenson.

His Christmas at Sea, a poem of a man seeing but unable to reach the parents he left behind.

…. Of the shadow on the household and the son that went to sea; And O the wicked fool I seemed in every kind of way, to be here hauling frozen ropes on blessed Christmas Day.

…. And they heaved a mighty breath, every soul on board but me, as they saw her nose again pointing handsome out to sea; but all I could think of, in the darkness and the cold, was just that I was leaving home and my folks were growing old.

Haul your ropes and have a merry Christmas,

Brian

The Eve of Winter

Fall is shuddering to a close. A season marking the division between summer and winter, its job is complete. In another short six days, marked by the solstice, is the onset of winter. The date when the wheel begins turning again, the days lengthen and eventually winter, too, is banished.

Living on a farm makes present the folklore, beliefs and cycles of our ancestors. The work is hard and productive yet follows annual cycles as certain as the length of the days. The landscape is now quiescent, regenerating, conserving its resources for the spring. To ensure the successful harvest in the spring our ancestors would troop to the orchards and engage in fertility rites on the winter solstice, a rite in the fallow season to encourage a future harvest. These days we place our faith in science and progress, smug in our assurance that we possess the answers.

For them, knowing that the sun was returning would have given hope as they faced the long months of winter. The seeds dormant and the eternal hope of the agrarian for a better harvest next summer than the last. For us with our 24/7 lives, global supply chains and too full grocery stores the idea that we have any need for or connection with the length of sunlight on the land strikes us as hopelessly parochial.

But under that modern gloss the wheel continues to turn. All still depends on the sun, the length of the days, the warmth of the soil and the rain that falls.

Which is probably why the ancients felt the need to celebrate during these dark months. It was a way to reaffirm their presence, vitality and willingness to persevere.

Last night we hosted our annual Christmas/solstice party. Being moderns somewhat removed from the natural calendar our ritual observations are less precise and urgent. No fear that the sun will not resume its daily path for us. So our party fell on a mid-December night when convenient for friends to gather.

Friends from the valley, the mountains and the city filled the house. The tables loaded with food and holiday beverages. A few non precise toasts, good conversation, our annual nod to encouraging the cycle to continue. Greenery brought into the house, a forgotten nod to our pagan roots, symbolizing an acknowledged desire for warmer days.

The last guests departed close to midnight. To my knowledge the orchard was left unmolested, leaving the trees to complete the cycle on their own.